Sunday, February 10, 2013

It's Sunday morning. It is 28 degrees outside, and I have a warm cup of my favorite coffee in my hand. I'm content.

     This is a more personal post. You've been warned! I often times feel like I'm not doing all this 'life' business right. I've struggled with manic depression through my adolescent and teen years. There are few times that I can recall of not having to deal with it. But I'm not playing a victim here, let's get that straight right now. In a lot of ways I am thankful. Not for this flaw in my neurotransmitters, but for the lessons it has taught me. I always think that if I am not absolutely ecstatic with my life then I could be making improvements. Which I know, there IS always room for improvements, but I get this constant feeling like I'm doing it all wrong. Maybe the feeling of being completely content and at peace with your current place and your relationships with people in this world is better than that of a happiness that is unattainable for long periods of time. Maybe I'll figure it out one day. Something to think on. Have a productive, inspiring, wonderful week, guys! I'll be checking in soon.

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